That restlessness that begins as a low hum in my gut. The void speaking…showing itself. Demanding to be filled…by something…anything! Here is the trap – believing I can use something “out there” to fill it; spending, eating, working, all to extremes…to fill the void. Or I will focus on what is wrong with you, what you need to change. Then I can avoid my void! No simple answers here…I just know “out there” stuff doesn’t work. It may seem like it does for just a little while….but not really. Crap!!